you see th person i circled?
thats my aunt.
and this picture was taken last year
when i shared a room with her.
she just passed away yesterday.
i know some people saw me being VERY emotional.
it's because i love her ♥
she is th one who answers my greet everytime i come home.
i remember th time she moved out of my room.
it was near three am and she wanted to pee.
she walks very slowly cause thats her speed.
then she tripped and fell.
she was screaming my name.
bt in th end i was sleeping soundly.
th next day i saw her bed in my study room downstairs.
i asked why.
my dad says that he's scared she will fall while going down th stairs
hence move her downstairs.
my point is that i am very fortunate to have lived with her.
because she supports me in everything i do.
and loves me eventhough i swear to her.
i know she'll forgive me ♥
she lends me money when i need it th most.
she's always at home constantly talking to me
and thats something i have gotten used to.
now i all i hear is silence.
i wish i could hear her voice again.
it was like yesterday when i heard her voice.
actually it was friday.
my parents, abng ijal and me were visiting my aunt.
when we came to her.
th nurse was in th room trying to calm her down.
she was screaming saying she's scared and cold.
i calm her down.
i played with her hair and medical instruments.
just trying to make her smile which i did.
i told her that th worst is over
because th operation was a success and all she had to do was recover.
bt she asked me when did she go through th operation.
i said just now silly. it's already nine now.
she asked me what day it it. i said thursday
bt i didnt say thursday night cause she'll be scared.
she said there was someone else in th room
i said to her no and it was only a reflection.
she told me she dreamt of her parents watching her.
i silent myself mannn.
urghhhh.
all i said in th end was.
it's okay. you go to sleep okay. when you wake up, it's all gonna be fine.
and i saw her smile when i tucked her in.
that was my last picture of her.
i thank god i get to spend th last few days with her.
it had been fun
and i've gotten closer to her more than ever.
bt now she's in a better place.
i love her SOOOO muchhh.
she was like a mother to me
because she was th one who brought me up
and i cant remember here not being with me my whole life.
she was always there.
oh god.
all th memories.
I LOVE MY AUNT ♥
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